Today is the first day this week I've felt strong enough to wash my hair, put on some make-up and feel normal. These days, usually one or two every week, mean everything since I literally would go insane without getting to feel good every now and then. It's not like a full 24 hour is great in a row, but on these days I feel okay for at least some hours during the day.
I can't believe it's christmas on Monday and I'm so excited to celebrate my first christmas with my husband and basically it's the baby's first christmas as well. So I couldn't be more happy and on top of that it's completely white outside since it's been snowing everyday for a while now. This winter couldn't have started in any better way. (I'm confused about liking the snow and being in a christmas mood since I'm usually grumpy from September until May because of the wether hehe.)
A lot is happening for our little family and next year is bringing so much new things to our lives. I don't know if I'm more excited or scared about everything. What I'm looking most forward to is finding our dream apartment and getting it ready for us and the baby! Also the closer it gets to our next ultrasound I'm getting more and more nervous about finding out wether it's a boy or a girl. I don't know why I'm so nervous, but I really am.
A funny thing is that me and my husband are celebrating one year together next week. How crazy is that? I can't believe how much has happened in these past 12 months. And yesterday was our five month wedding anniversary. Crazy crazy crazy. Anyways, this weekend I'm gonna be cuddled up in the couch watching "The Affair", a series I didn't even like at first but now I'm already on season 2 and I can't stop watching.
Have a great weekend guys. <3