Yesterday I realized a very essential thing about myself. Most people would say that I'm much before my own age since I started working when I was 12 - and since I'm now 19 and married. Which is true. But I'm also super childish. I laugh like a baby and get excited about the same things I did 10 years ago. When I get mad I'm not scary mad, instead I'm grumpy like a 5-year-old who doesn’t get ice cream.
I sometimes notice that people expect me to be super serious and "stiff" just because they know I'm married and recently have gone through a disease. But I'm the opposite to that. I don't take myself too seriously, I like to joke, laugh and do weird things. Then again I don't like going out to clubs or hang at pubs like most people my age do. I remember my first (and almost last) time at a club when I had my dear ear-protection on and drank a soda. It was still pretty okay until half of the people were too drunk to even stand up straight and I thought I was gonna get tinnitus even though I had my plugs haha.
I've always been the type that enjoy making dinner with friends, watch a movie or go out for a walk in good company. I would say I kind of skipped (or fast speeded through) the whole teenage phase, but I'm definitely still childish in some ways. Which I like. <3