I'm writing this post because I want my readers to know every side of me. Not only the "normal" sides that are shown on social media. Because sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough when it comes to write about my weaknesses. Although I try to show my most vulnerable sides here as well.
Sometimes when people come to take a picture with me or just to say hi when they see me somewhere, I can sense that some are chocked by the fact how normal I am. I need to point out that I'm exactly as much human as everybody else although I've been more or less of a public figure since the age of 11.
Sometimes I go three days without showering, sometimes I don't brush my hair for a week. I have ordered food straight to my door for more than two weeks straight because I've been feeling tired and haven't even felt like leaving the house (and definitely not like cooking). I love skincare routines and love showing you my favorite products but sometimes I can go days without even using a cleanser. I stand for body positivity and am just currently getting over an eating disorder, most of the time I feel okay in my own skin but there are times when I still let my complexes take over.
With this said I just want you to remember that I'm just human with flaws and all. And that goes with everything! When people write me on IG dm or email me, remember that I'm not a robot and that I don't have the perfect answers to anything. I can only give you advice on what has helped me during everything I've been through. (Which I love doing<3)
I sometimes feel like people that contact me expect me to magically cure them from whatever they are going through that they know I've experienced. I'm more than happy to give all my support and love. But I don't have any magic words that will change the way people feel about themselves etc.
With this said I just want to give you all a big hug and thank you for the support and love YOU give me every day. As much as I love to support you guys I do love the support I get from you. :)