I'm very bad when it comes to this summer - autumn/winter switch. Autumn is okay until it over night goes from cozy to pitch black and depressing. November is always the worst. So I've completely lost all track of time. I can wake up at 3pm, snooze all day, then start working at 7pm and do work things until late night. I should probably have some routines because right now I feel like I'm turning into a zombie. Fun fact: I haven't had routines since I finished high school because I've always had a non-routine work.
Today I spent hours going through my email so I read through my Instagram dm's at the same time, to mix work with some more fun reading hehe. Anyways I discovered that I over all had almost 50 dm's with questions about my salary and wether it's more profitable to do music or to run a blog. So almost 50 of these salary and artist vs. blogger questions haha. Can you believe that? The funniest part is that I'm the exact same way myself, today I've googled five people's net worths and two work place's average salaries.
I've pretty much had a full-time job non-stop since I was 13 since that's when music went from being a hobby to a job. A fun fact is that I've actually never been that interested in my salaries, because when I started earning money I lived with my mom and well, I was a kid. Of course I was allowed to use my money on sensible things but I was never a big spender and for me it was just numbers on a bank account, not much more than that.
I do have a higher salary as a blogger (I know, this was a surprise for me too) but it kind of feels the same way as it did 6 years ago. It still feels more like numbers on a bank account than a salary for me, mainly because my salary account is more of a savings and investment account than an everyday life account. This means that I still feel like a kid with some random numbers on a bank account haha.
Right now I'm in this phase where I every other day think to myself "I'd love to study something cool and then have a normal job at some point" and then the next day I go back to "I'll just do something creative and see where life takes me". I have no chill and I also feel like I'll still be thinking the exact same way in 10 years.