Hi loves. I was up most of the night with a sore/swollen throat and a stuffy nose. A cold feels 10 times more serious when you're pregnant haha. It's like the man flu!! I just hope I feel better tomorrow since I'm having my last maternity check in Finland and also have scheduled dates with all my friends so I'm able to meet them before I'm off to Stockholm. Since I'm not able to come visit before after giving birth it will be a while before I meet everyone here again.
This is the last week my husband is commuting since we're moving altogether next Tuesday!! I'm actually super jealous of him being in our Stockholm apartment right now, every bone in me just want to get there and settle in. But two more nights, then my hubby gets here to pack the absolute last things with me and then we're finally going HOME. <3 Being pregnant and alone is a bit tricky, even for a couple of days. I absolutely idolize the superwomen who go through pregnancy without help 24/7, I barely go to the grocery store alone anymore. And I also don't dare to drive anymore (haha), so I feel a bit stuck in the apartment whenever I'm home alone. Wonder if I'll even remember how to drive a car when my pregnancy is over?
Sometimes I'm hit by the fact that this summer when I'm turning 20 I've been married for a year and have a couple months old baby. I constantly get the question wether I always knew I wanted to be a young mommy and no, I never in my wildest dreams thought I'd be a young mommy a couple of years ago. But everything changed when I found the man I love so much my heart could break. It doesn't have anything with age to do and I don't even think of myself as a "young mom" although I know I am. And now I couldn't even imagine life as not married and a mom-to-be. I've never been happier and I wouldn't change a single tiny thing. Life is such an adventure, it never stops surprising!